Alone I Stand

Sometimes doesn't that feeling of loneliness hound you ? Sometimes you want to say a lot but its impossible as there is no one to listen too. You feel like calling up someone but there is no number that you can . There might be many people in that contact list of yours but no one to talk to. May be there is that one person but that one person is also busy. Then what ? What can you do ? The feeling of emptiness increases more and more the loneliness lingers and each second becomes impossible to spent. There is this sting of pain that hurts so much that tears storm out like a river .
Why ? Why does it happen ,what is that a person can do at this time. There is this feeling of defeat , a feeling of morose and helplessness . You just need a word of encouragement . Someone to say hey its going to be fine, you'll be okay and would come out of it eventually I am there for you don't you worry . But does that really happen ? Well according to me no it doesn't . At least to me it doesn't . All of us probably have this habit of blaming someone else for what is happening to ones self and never releasing that maybe its you .
Questions and more questions these keep piling up . Answers to none and the pain keeps increasing . The hope dying very slowly and steadily . NO One can really see but you know ,you are drowning ,drowning deep within the ocean. A ocean from where one can bring you bcak no one can help you ou

ArE yOu LiStEnInG

hmmm as I've put in before also i blve in Fairytales you should too.. But sometimes my blve also gets troubled just like anybodies on their ethics n their beliefs . Life is very funny sometimes what u think is going to happen next moment and trust me you're prepared but suddenly smething totally difffrent youre blwen out and you just dont kknow what to do where to go how to manage it . You start thinking . what just happened,the beautiful valleys disappear and everything goes blank . How do you ahdle these things. Funny isnt it ?
But then probably thats life one can say lot of things but one has to blve in it to really make it a success. Sometimes you lose trust on what you blve ,I have its at this point that you need that person to tell you that you are not wrong and you can do it. Its here that those who are called your loved ones come to rescue. But how many times are you able to tell them how you feel that you need their support . Frankly I have never managed to do that ,Never!!!!!
Now the Question arises whose responsibility is it ? . NO one can categorise that but its the responsibilty of both sides . BOth of them should be able to understand each other. In todays time when everyone is so busy in there own space their own small life that they forget to notice that the other one is waiting for you to notice , Notice that PAIN, The TEARs Of pain , waiting for that word of encourgement, That HUG, That smile which says Iam there for you . Its funny that e alwys presume that we are there ,One forgets to just say it. Sometimes its what you say does it all. AS SOME ONE VERY DEAR says "Action speaks louder than words" then atleast do those actions.

HeRe i CoMe.......

Well some of you might be thinking why wud anyone write about fairytales. But my question is why not ??????? Each and every individual has had a dream , a dream of being somewhere with someone accomplishing something. As a kid a atlaest i had a world of my own , a world where i was the princess i was the the soul , a world where everything i love n hate existed. Today i know i cant stay in that world as its not real but that doesnt marn it cant grow with me , does it ?
I know very well that in todays world practicality is everything but what has anyone achived with this practicality ? Simply nothing ........ The world I spoke of earlier exsists with me today, its a place where there are no questions asked, a place i can b me . Its a dream that i want to become reality but that a wish ...... wishes n dreams walk togther .....they always dont come true but does that makes us stop wishing or dreaming......... naaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
As a kid always wanted a white flowing dress with a perfect figure... glass slepers just like cindrella ,being the limelight of a big crowd ....curious eyes following me .....me n only me.. what a fairytale.... a small house near a river with green lush tress hanging around at the backdrop. the essence of flowers encircling the place a hint of snow,a drop of rain, aray of sunshine all glwing bright ..... butterflies fying ard..... a sence of PURE MAGIC... a place where the moring starts with a hint of sunshine n kis u goodnight with the stars.....a place where snow covered mountains hangs out to hug you everytime you come out .. a place where the river tell you how beutiful life is n reflects you in her... plays with you, smiles with you........... A PLACE where you live with your LIFE.
LIFE is you will I be able to live it like my fairytale.. would my Life smile on me ??????
WISHES n Dreams they ever stop so like my dreams my fairy tale continues.....n i LOVE IT