AAJ AAKASH SHEE MEGH DEKECHE (A Bengali Poem) My 1st first ever

Aaj aakash shee megh dekeche

Aaj batashe chobbi eekeche

Kobita toh likte parina kintu tomay dekte eeche ootheche

Rasta aaj khalli keno

Shobayi ki Bali gelo

Shorjo ta aaj tez keno noye

Shondeta dor keno bhai

Shob toh aaj tumi keno noye

Tomay dekte eeche hoye

Bristti hobe monoye

Tai monoye rasta ta khali hoye

Gadi gullo chala phira kore

Kintu tumi toh noye

Aaj batasche chobbi eekeche

tomay dekte eeche ootheche

A foggy winter photo

Well the Delhi fog is not a surprise element for any of us. It seems to have settled in our lives now. Some enjoy it some curse it. Personally I am loving it. Why, one may ask ? Why love the fog and the winter chills ? There are so many other things to love why this. My answer is simple, the fog reminds me of dreams which are sometimes clear yet not reachable, which are there but when you open your eyes its not there again. Sometimes it smiles then again turns its face around... Just like the fog.. Every morning we get up not knowing how the day is going to be foggy, misty or a normal winter sunny day.

Imagine a cup of hot tea in your hand and you are in middle of no where the only thing visible is fog and only fog. You have a camera in your hand and well the situation seems perfect. There goes the perfect picture.. kichak.. captured in my camera. Its beautiful my bones are giving up on me my brain says its time run for your life but yet I cant give it up. Its just breathtaking. Its just too beautiful. The illusion wrapped in a misty white quilt , which leaves you guessing as to what is there under the quilt.

Its amazing how the fog creates illusions around you.. well no doubt driving goes for a toss but its fun.. if seen in the right spirit. One cant really help if there is too much fog so lets just presume that its a hide and seek game where you are blindfolded. Well too much of optimism what to do the fog does this to me.

It was indeed a beautiful day really don't know how the night is going to be my brains are going to have a very strict chat with me but its worth every shot....

Looking forward to such beautiful yet mysterious days ....

Unchained Melody....

An unchained melody, some unsaid words and a diminutive whisper...
a drop of tear, an unchained song......
A tingle of sound....
Cry of a baby, Harmony of rhymes

An incomplete story, an unread tale......
A misty lane, lonely rains.....
Some wishes, some in vain, some dreams .........
A smiling face, a wishful vase.....

A colourful rainbow, a dark horse
Some feathers of a bird
Blue sky, white clouds
foggy road, misty board....

Something here, something there
Empty stomach, a plate full of food
a glass full of water, a thirsty throat

A heart full of love, a hand to hold
a untouched beauty, glamorous robe
An unchained melody.... a unchained song

I aM LyInG aLoNe ............

I am lying alone wid my head on the phone thinking of u till it hurts. I know u had to but was it true. Thats the way it is meant to be. Was I dreaming or or was it reality. All the hopes and the wishes.... I wish I could carry your smiles in my heart there are times when my life seems so low.You made me believe what tomorrow could bring you made dreams come true. Iam falling out of love, was lost without you. But I have to move on.....

I was so wrong to let you hold my hand and now you are gone. Its lonely and hard but I will come out of it I know. You took the sunshine away and brought the darkness all around but that will change. It would be spring again. I know you were wrong but you have gone......

I am lying alone with my heart in my hand. You made it bleed and broke it into pieces, you lost your grip and it fell on the floor.................. The sunshine, the love , the smiles all are gone the only thing left is the sorrow. You took everything away you made everythin g black. I know you are happy today. So will I be .

The day will come when i wont be alone , the day will come when you will miss me, the day will come when the sun will shine again, the flowers will bloom again, I will laugh with all might and there would be tears in your eyes. The day will come when you will hold your heart and lie alone with the same.The day will come when you will regret this day. Yes it will come when you'll be lying alone with your head on the phone waiting for my RING :)

Let me tell you a secret

My favourite topic life. I can go on giving gyan about it to each and everyone. Life a mystery a puzzle . A book of memories and blank slate for some. A journey , a lane of experiences. Something which brings surpries and shocks too. A sweet gift to some, a sad ending for some. But at the end we do everyting to live it, we eat study drink earn money just to live it. Its unfair its brutal, its difficult , its hard, and most importantly its not always the way we want it to be. Life is never the way we plan it, NEVER, If it has come out the way you planned lucky you. BE HAPPY. And if it hasny hey it hasnt ended, it wil change you can change. And if it doesnt change then let it be may be its better like this.
My life hasnt been the way I've wanted , well I am sure everyone doesnt get what they want some where soemthing is always missing. But the secret is the faith and the hope that you hold in your life. If life sucks well enjoy the sucking, atleast it sucks:) . I know its really easy to say this but hey try .What are the possibilities it wont work out so be it, atleast you tried . You wot regret that you didnt. There are three things that I really want out of life, havent got either of tem and frankly know I dont stand much chances in getting them hey that mean I wont try.
The secret is dont lose that hope and keep trying. Areeeeeeeeeeee it will happen swear.

Alone I Stand

Sometimes doesn't that feeling of loneliness hound you ? Sometimes you want to say a lot but its impossible as there is no one to listen too. You feel like calling up someone but there is no number that you can . There might be many people in that contact list of yours but no one to talk to. May be there is that one person but that one person is also busy. Then what ? What can you do ? The feeling of emptiness increases more and more the loneliness lingers and each second becomes impossible to spent. There is this sting of pain that hurts so much that tears storm out like a river .
Why ? Why does it happen ,what is that a person can do at this time. There is this feeling of defeat , a feeling of morose and helplessness . You just need a word of encouragement . Someone to say hey its going to be fine, you'll be okay and would come out of it eventually I am there for you don't you worry . But does that really happen ? Well according to me no it doesn't . At least to me it doesn't . All of us probably have this habit of blaming someone else for what is happening to ones self and never releasing that maybe its you .
Questions and more questions these keep piling up . Answers to none and the pain keeps increasing . The hope dying very slowly and steadily . NO One can really see but you know ,you are drowning ,drowning deep within the ocean. A ocean from where one can bring you bcak no one can help you ou

ArE yOu LiStEnInG

hmmm as I've put in before also i blve in Fairytales you should too.. But sometimes my blve also gets troubled just like anybodies on their ethics n their beliefs . Life is very funny sometimes what u think is going to happen next moment and trust me you're prepared but suddenly smething totally difffrent youre blwen out and you just dont kknow what to do where to go how to manage it . You start thinking . what just happened,the beautiful valleys disappear and everything goes blank . How do you ahdle these things. Funny isnt it ?
But then probably thats life one can say lot of things but one has to blve in it to really make it a success. Sometimes you lose trust on what you blve ,I have its at this point that you need that person to tell you that you are not wrong and you can do it. Its here that those who are called your loved ones come to rescue. But how many times are you able to tell them how you feel that you need their support . Frankly I have never managed to do that ,Never!!!!!
Now the Question arises whose responsibility is it ? . NO one can categorise that but its the responsibilty of both sides . BOth of them should be able to understand each other. In todays time when everyone is so busy in there own space their own small life that they forget to notice that the other one is waiting for you to notice , Notice that PAIN, The TEARs Of pain , waiting for that word of encourgement, That HUG, That smile which says Iam there for you . Its funny that e alwys presume that we are there ,One forgets to just say it. Sometimes its what you say does it all. AS SOME ONE VERY DEAR says "Action speaks louder than words" then atleast do those actions.