LOVE LOOKS

As you all know and well might have just noticed my life is all about fairytale s, hopes, and dreams and lots of it. Well other than thinking about all of this I like watching television also. Over the past few days I've seen many movies and serials concerning love, romance etc etc. I tried to ignore this particular aspect but couldn't do so for long.So here goes let me tell you this one. Every love story has those typical "love looks".Now you might be thinking what is this love look well its when suddenly the heroine or the hero get very lovy dovy and in a crowd of millions suddenly from no where give that intense look of I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. look deep into your soul, which might be true for that particular moment while a moment back he was checking someone out... But is that normal well I really don't know people in love do such weird things its crazy. But eventually I think all these things makes love what it is .... Some say its the most beautiful thing in the world some say well its okay I can use some, some say its the best.... I say its life.... FALLING in love is one of the most beautiful feelings in the world... Lot of people have commented and expressed how they felt. But the most important things is to cherish it and live it.. one should not try to hold it coz as they say if its yours then it will stay with you always... BELIEVE IN IT.. coz if you don't love wont. A true example would be this... That day I was walking back from the gym and noticed a couple walking hand in hand .. one could make out they had stepped out to go for a walk in sports shoes and track pants and all. To my surprise it was a very old couple... but what was beautiful about it was the love they shared.. I kinda had the opportunity to hear the conversation they were having and it was beautiful... I was accompanied with some of my friends n one of them was a guy he also said "Wow this happens". The man was saying to his wife see isn't it fun walking in these new shoes. You need to walk the doctor told you to walk everyday. To which the old lady replied but you should not walk you get leg aches. the man smiled and said Its okay , walking will help you keep fit and seeing you my beautiful wife will make my pains go away... then they gave each other that ever lingering "I love you so much "look. BEAUTIFUL was that moment. I kind of always had big question mark about falling in love .. one gets hurt and all and even some get crazy.. but after this incident I know I also want to fall in love head over heals , I also want to hold the hand , I also want to get lost in the crowd among so many people from a distance give that look"I love you so much" One day yeah one day for sure

AAJ AAKASH SHEE MEGH DEKECHE (A Bengali Poem) My 1st first ever

Aaj aakash shee megh dekeche

Aaj batashe chobbi eekeche

Kobita toh likte parina kintu tomay dekte eeche ootheche

Rasta aaj khalli keno

Shobayi ki Bali gelo

Shorjo ta aaj tez keno noye

Shondeta dor keno bhai

Shob toh aaj tumi keno noye

Tomay dekte eeche hoye

Bristti hobe monoye

Tai monoye rasta ta khali hoye

Gadi gullo chala phira kore

Kintu tumi toh noye

Aaj batasche chobbi eekeche

tomay dekte eeche ootheche

A foggy winter photo

Well the Delhi fog is not a surprise element for any of us. It seems to have settled in our lives now. Some enjoy it some curse it. Personally I am loving it. Why, one may ask ? Why love the fog and the winter chills ? There are so many other things to love why this. My answer is simple, the fog reminds me of dreams which are sometimes clear yet not reachable, which are there but when you open your eyes its not there again. Sometimes it smiles then again turns its face around... Just like the fog.. Every morning we get up not knowing how the day is going to be foggy, misty or a normal winter sunny day.

Imagine a cup of hot tea in your hand and you are in middle of no where the only thing visible is fog and only fog. You have a camera in your hand and well the situation seems perfect. There goes the perfect picture.. kichak.. captured in my camera. Its beautiful my bones are giving up on me my brain says its time run for your life but yet I cant give it up. Its just breathtaking. Its just too beautiful. The illusion wrapped in a misty white quilt , which leaves you guessing as to what is there under the quilt.

Its amazing how the fog creates illusions around you.. well no doubt driving goes for a toss but its fun.. if seen in the right spirit. One cant really help if there is too much fog so lets just presume that its a hide and seek game where you are blindfolded. Well too much of optimism what to do the fog does this to me.

It was indeed a beautiful day really don't know how the night is going to be my brains are going to have a very strict chat with me but its worth every shot....

Looking forward to such beautiful yet mysterious days ....

Unchained Melody....

An unchained melody, some unsaid words and a diminutive whisper...
a drop of tear, an unchained song......
A tingle of sound....
Cry of a baby, Harmony of rhymes

An incomplete story, an unread tale......
A misty lane, lonely rains.....
Some wishes, some in vain, some dreams .........
A smiling face, a wishful vase.....

A colourful rainbow, a dark horse
Some feathers of a bird
Blue sky, white clouds
foggy road, misty board....

Something here, something there
Empty stomach, a plate full of food
a glass full of water, a thirsty throat

A heart full of love, a hand to hold
a untouched beauty, glamorous robe
An unchained melody.... a unchained song

I aM LyInG aLoNe ............

I am lying alone wid my head on the phone thinking of u till it hurts. I know u had to but was it true. Thats the way it is meant to be. Was I dreaming or or was it reality. All the hopes and the wishes.... I wish I could carry your smiles in my heart there are times when my life seems so low.You made me believe what tomorrow could bring you made dreams come true. Iam falling out of love, was lost without you. But I have to move on.....

I was so wrong to let you hold my hand and now you are gone. Its lonely and hard but I will come out of it I know. You took the sunshine away and brought the darkness all around but that will change. It would be spring again. I know you were wrong but you have gone......

I am lying alone with my heart in my hand. You made it bleed and broke it into pieces, you lost your grip and it fell on the floor.................. The sunshine, the love , the smiles all are gone the only thing left is the sorrow. You took everything away you made everythin g black. I know you are happy today. So will I be .

The day will come when i wont be alone , the day will come when you will miss me, the day will come when the sun will shine again, the flowers will bloom again, I will laugh with all might and there would be tears in your eyes. The day will come when you will hold your heart and lie alone with the same.The day will come when you will regret this day. Yes it will come when you'll be lying alone with your head on the phone waiting for my RING :)

Let me tell you a secret

My favourite topic life. I can go on giving gyan about it to each and everyone. Life a mystery a puzzle . A book of memories and blank slate for some. A journey , a lane of experiences. Something which brings surpries and shocks too. A sweet gift to some, a sad ending for some. But at the end we do everyting to live it, we eat study drink earn money just to live it. Its unfair its brutal, its difficult , its hard, and most importantly its not always the way we want it to be. Life is never the way we plan it, NEVER, If it has come out the way you planned lucky you. BE HAPPY. And if it hasny hey it hasnt ended, it wil change you can change. And if it doesnt change then let it be may be its better like this.
My life hasnt been the way I've wanted , well I am sure everyone doesnt get what they want some where soemthing is always missing. But the secret is the faith and the hope that you hold in your life. If life sucks well enjoy the sucking, atleast it sucks:) . I know its really easy to say this but hey try .What are the possibilities it wont work out so be it, atleast you tried . You wot regret that you didnt. There are three things that I really want out of life, havent got either of tem and frankly know I dont stand much chances in getting them hey that mean I wont try.
The secret is dont lose that hope and keep trying. Areeeeeeeeeeee it will happen swear.

Alone I Stand

Sometimes doesn't that feeling of loneliness hound you ? Sometimes you want to say a lot but its impossible as there is no one to listen too. You feel like calling up someone but there is no number that you can . There might be many people in that contact list of yours but no one to talk to. May be there is that one person but that one person is also busy. Then what ? What can you do ? The feeling of emptiness increases more and more the loneliness lingers and each second becomes impossible to spent. There is this sting of pain that hurts so much that tears storm out like a river .
Why ? Why does it happen ,what is that a person can do at this time. There is this feeling of defeat , a feeling of morose and helplessness . You just need a word of encouragement . Someone to say hey its going to be fine, you'll be okay and would come out of it eventually I am there for you don't you worry . But does that really happen ? Well according to me no it doesn't . At least to me it doesn't . All of us probably have this habit of blaming someone else for what is happening to ones self and never releasing that maybe its you .
Questions and more questions these keep piling up . Answers to none and the pain keeps increasing . The hope dying very slowly and steadily . NO One can really see but you know ,you are drowning ,drowning deep within the ocean. A ocean from where one can bring you bcak no one can help you ou